My dear fellow xenites, it's been a while since I posted on a regular basis.
The main reason for this is that my dear hubby Ken as some of you may rememeber was diagnosed with cancer back in may 2008. All seemed well for a time but a few months later his cancer had returned, this year in April he had to have yet another operation, and has had nothing but problems ever since.
He has been in hospital at least 8 times in the last 6 months, and nothing was done for him. 3 weeks ago he was admitted to our local hospice where they sorted his problem out in a matter of 2 weeks. Unfortunately the cancer is advancing fast and I was told this week that he only has a short time left. maybe a few weeks or a few days. They even told us that now might be a good time to stay with him at night. which we are doing in shifts so that we can have a break, untill it's his time when we'll all be there.
Luckily for me he has a wonderful brother and sister, and I have a very special friend who is helping me cope. And now I need the extra strength of this superb "family" to help me through. I've lost family members before, but Ken's my soulmate and it's tearing me apart inside. I feel so helpless.
The main reason for this is that my dear hubby Ken as some of you may rememeber was diagnosed with cancer back in may 2008. All seemed well for a time but a few months later his cancer had returned, this year in April he had to have yet another operation, and has had nothing but problems ever since.
He has been in hospital at least 8 times in the last 6 months, and nothing was done for him. 3 weeks ago he was admitted to our local hospice where they sorted his problem out in a matter of 2 weeks. Unfortunately the cancer is advancing fast and I was told this week that he only has a short time left. maybe a few weeks or a few days. They even told us that now might be a good time to stay with him at night. which we are doing in shifts so that we can have a break, untill it's his time when we'll all be there.
Luckily for me he has a wonderful brother and sister, and I have a very special friend who is helping me cope. And now I need the extra strength of this superb "family" to help me through. I've lost family members before, but Ken's my soulmate and it's tearing me apart inside. I feel so helpless.
