This just breaks my heart. I'm still in shock.

While Farrah was not my favorite like so many else that was Kate Farrah was still part of that iconic first season. I thought we could share what she ment to us. Some have already done that but if you haven't and want to share. Please do.

Farrah

Geez

When I was younger I watched the reruns of CA on TVland. I would run home after the bus dropped me off at 3:10, the show started at 3. It was the first show I ever saw that had women as leads and they could do anything men were doing. I was the weird one in the late 90's that wore turtle necks to class and begged my mother to let me get a 'Farrah cut'. (She refused)

The past few years my addiction to the show has slowed. College took over and other intressts came up. I had heard about Farrah's cancer but didn't really think anything of it because the papers said she was doing good. Hell Kate and Jaclyn both beat it. Why couldn't Farrah. She is Farrah after all.

I tuned into her special I was shocked at all that was happeing. When her friend turned on the carmera in the docs office when she shaved her head I started crying. Seeing her, in that state was just unbelieveable. I do not cry at TV shows.

There is just something so...real about these women and the show they helped create. Seeing Kate and Jaclyn there with her was so very touching. While Farrah was not my favorite on the show there was an unearthly quality about her. Certainly Farrah cannot die. None of them can, its not possible. They are after all "angels".

Since seeing the show I have been getting back into the old eps. With the new invention of youtube I am seeing interviews that I have never seen before and am getting a better view of what the show was really all about. The most shocking thing that I do not remember at all (I guess I was too young to notice) is all of the refs to women's lib. It just shows again just how important this show was.

One thing from Farrah's Story that has stuck in my mind was when she said "...so no, I will not go gently into that dark night..." The turned inside out quote from such a famous work seemed so fitting.

Farrah was the 70's it is as simple as that. Her films she made after CA where amazing esp Burning Bed. She proved her versatility as an actress.

I am still in shock that she is really gone. It is so scary. Such amazing people are leaving us: Heston, Arthur, Newman, Deloise, Fawcett. She is truly in the company of royalty.